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Introduction To Tantra & Four Pillars

Join this unique weekend workshop for singles and couples of all genders and orientations
Facilitated by Estera Saraswati with team

This weekend experimental workshop is in-depth gradual introduction to the vast reality of Tantra, based on understanding and practise of Estera Saraswati. Her personal spiritual path is buddhist Tantra. She is also sharing with embodied teachings of temple arts (sacred sexuality) from matriarchal times and hindu tantra. All is put in a modern form reaching contemporary body-mind, giving structured knowledge, new inner experience and introducing into space of non-conceptual wisdom to find some answers and even more questions within.
Tantra is understood here as path of self recognition and liberation from illusions and obstacles to embody joyful and open state of self through integrating all parts of oneself. It gives opportunity for compassionate and fulfilled living.

We will be diving into mature feminine and masculine essences, getting to know the reference point for these, beyond social and cultural conditioning and concepts that merely create confusion and immature image of feminine and masculine qualities leading to co-dependent, unhappy realationships.

Workshop space provides safe, stable, spacious container for beginners as well as more advanced tantric practitioners. It is essential to create a common, loving kindness ground to make possible to everyone to move at own pace and within own boundaries.

You will be exploring yourself within and with others if you choose from the perspective of energy, consciousness and body realms to find more freedom, love, power and joy. We can create more happy connection and world when we drop into the place of wholeness within.

This workshop provides thorough knowledge as well as demystifies some information about Tantra. What is the diffrence between Tantra coming from India or Tibet? Is it the same as sexual healing? Is it Tantric sex? What is sexual shamanism, sexual Tao or temple arts – is it all Tantra? How can I apply it and find what is right for me?
Apart from knowledge, you will be provided with embodied experience. You can practise all time with yourself only if it is your choice as we will be getting to know our inner connection between empowered masculine and feminine. If you choose to share with someone, there is no nudity or intimate touch on this workshop.


You will be introduced you into a unique method of Four Pillars of Tantra, created by Zenon D. Dorje and Estera Saraswati. It is a fast track into the essence of Tantra, a path of embodied spirituality and ecstatic self-liberation from matrix illusions. You will receive clear knowledge about this path as well as you will be able to soak into this field to check if it resonates with you. It is based on understanding and special alchemy of masculine and feminine essence within each of us that offers freedom of manifesting oneself.

Inner Union Of Feminine And Masculine Is The Essence Of Tantra

Our first and basic monogamic relationship lies within. Everyone has a feminine and masculine essences within no matter what own gender or sexual orientation is. Feminine and masculine essences can be experienced in an active and passive form. All our creation, including relationships, is the reflection of this inner union.

The essence is the same for all sentient beings. This is what makes us equal, happy and free. Come and experience yourself beyond your persona, indentifications and social roles. You will receive seeds to grow in form of energy trasmission as well as proven methods to develop your full potential as a human being.

Do you want to:

  • follow your deep desires in a daily life rather than keep them for later?
  • feel that relations enrich your life?
  • create satisfing, loving and passionate intimate relationships?
  • experience free but committed relationships?
  • hold a clear direction and life purpose without distracting your attention?
  • deepen a relationship with yourself?
  • embody your spirituality?

Cosmic Sex

Whole universe is an ecstatic dance of feminine and masculine energy of polarisation. Cosmic sex is constantly present from atoms in human cells to superstars outbursts. Usually we are not conscious of it nor we feel it due to armouring of our body storing unhealed past experiences. However we can change it. We are able of experiencing life ecstatically not conditioned by extrenal cirmcumstances. Ecstasy unfolds within the body thanks to being conscious of merging the feminine and masculine essence.

No matter of our body sex, we all have masculine and feminine essence within. The way they are expressed is conditioned to a family, social or religious upbringing and code of ethics. Usually men are culturally trained to supress their feminine side and women their masculine one in order to be feminine. One can be lost in trying to meet contradictory expectations how to be a “real” woman or man whatever it means. Many people rebel against standards to be met in this matter but still are caught in a dichotomy of extrenal expectations and own revolt. Then one can easily slip into contesting some external forms instead of serching for the third way, not choosing just between the old and its contradiction. When we are lost and open to the unknown, it is a great moment to take a dive into the essence of feminine and masculine within and rediscover it, allowing a form to emerge effortlessly by itself straight from the essence.

Feminine essence can flourish only on the stable ground of healthy masculine energy within and masculine due to embracing one’s feminine energy. One to express own multiorgasmic sexuality freely, needs to feel safe, supported, courageous and with stable ground that offers a masculine energy within. Masculine energy can not got mature and empowered unless one embraces first own emotions, allow for flow, softness, sensitivity, is able to surrounder and reconnected with source of creation within.

Four Pillars Of Tantra

The spontaneous unconditioned joy arises from the inner union of masculine and feminine essence. Both of them take an active and passive form. Four of them, alchemy between them as well as ability to shift easily from one to another, give a real freedom and deep insight into main spiritual searches – who am I? what is my purpose? what is real? – the experience of which you will bring into your daily life.

This method emerged out of rich personal experience, transmissions and wisdom of traditional Tantra. Contemporary skilful means help to adjust traditional path to modern men and women in the most effective and accessible way, also for people that do not walk this path.

You can come alone and practise only within or with another person. You can also come in a couple and practise together.

What Can Four Pillars Of Tantra Practically Offer?

Activation of these four essences liberates us from conditioning and limitations as well as takes us closer to fulfilled, abundant and loving life. It creates a strong flow of sexual energy within a flexible and spacious sacred container of our body without need of discharging this energy. Then we are free of compulsory sex needs and can enter into a dimension where sexual connection opens us to higher levels of cosnciousness and insights. After such experience of cosmic sex everything changes, the grass even is greener.

  • stability in challenging or euphoric situations
  • serenity and courage due to practising presence here and now
  • accepting and celebrating whatever comes to one’s life
  • feeling safety within
  • clarity of insight and deeper understanding of world of phenomenas that also allows to recognise own desires and find right means of their fulfillment
  • clear life direction and purpose
  • one pointed focus on own priorities without distraction
  • effectiveness and courage in taking actions and accomplishing projects
  • unconditioned freedom
  • inner peace due to letting go of fears, attachments and clinging
  • fiery passion of life
  • vitality and vigour
  • tantric orgasms embracing all dimensions
  • access to endless source of energy
  • ability to effectively manifesting heart desires

Prerequisite for this retreat:

  • basic family theraphy (healthy, mature ego)
  • healed or no mental illnesses 

Testimonials from previous participants:

“It’s like I have healed my child abuse, which I already healed for a great deal, but never came into that core of fear and frozenness. I realized after getting so desperate sick that I had landed into the woud of my wound. The place where my believes about myself and the world started to disconnect myself. By rejecting myself I always let the world mirror me I was not welcome. I always felt so humiliated deep down that I was exhaustingly busy telling the world how special I was. It was a journey starting in Poland, three weeks ago being held in so much love during the Phoenix week, that I could dive into al lot of traumatized places. But amazingly combined with new dimensions of joy! Healing took place on so many levels. childhood, but also my mothers and grandmothers, family systems, from a multidimensional point of view remembering past lives in temples and how ancient rituals took place which were so sacred and valued. I got to know my inner man and also men I was in past lives and being so aware of the polarities of the four pillars this weekend after this sexual healing week I can see so clearly what kept me from diving into the unknown. I’ve never felt so safe as by being held by you, and for me it’s safe because you contain alle levels where healing can take place in. Even when you don’t know it yourself smile emoticon as a student, the fact that you contain all levels, means all levels get touched into us too. That’s coming home. I realize now that a lot of unsafety in my live was caused by always being judged by people who can’t see who I am. And it was unsafe because i didn’t take care of who I am. I abandoned myself. I don’t know exactly how this rebirth took place last weekend, but it happened. It felt literally as coming out of the womb. I feel I’m more complete and fullfilled as ever, at this moment. Also I feel this extra fundamental pillar ‘presence’ in my system. I feel authentic and I notice in my contact with other people that they must feel that too. I feel welcome and seen. And very greatful. Thank you.”

Johanna, 51, musician and healer

“Thank you very much for this weekend. A multi-dimensional magic is going on your workshops. You open a doorway to space that „philosophers have never dreamed of”. I have noticed that reality starts getting surprise me in nicer ways. I know that it isn’t by chance but it is a matter of energy within me. It has probably a lot in common with the space that you provided! Thank you. Best regards” Monica

“It was my first workshop. Thank you very much for this great meeting! What I have experienced can’t be described in words. I felt all my life that my body is dead and I will never feel a fire. I have tested different spiritual paths for a long time and they didn’t give me experience of feeling energy in my body, and you’ve done it and it’s the first time we met! My dormant Kundalini has been awakened. It is a huge step for me. I feel that my body begins to fill up with life fuel and I want more! Thank you is not enough :)” Marta

“Thank you for a wonderful time we spent together last weekend. Priceless knowledge and great experience, I have no words to write how much I am grateful to you and appreaciate you. Yours, ” Dariusz

“Thank you for this beautiful meeting. It was intense on number of levels. Insight and understanding has been still slowly emerging about what had really happened,. It’s hard to describe, so I don’t even try to name it. Flashes of Four Pillars of Tantra appear in my mind and my heart. Old memories from my past come back with new meaning now. I have more understanding and more clarity how phenomena manifest themselves, how they are interconnected and how they attract each other. Much of relief comes from the fact that the concept of Four Pillars of Tantra is so consistent with life. My inner guidance showed me earlier how balance between them is the basis for development … Meeting you gave me a lot of sense, that what counts is trust to intuition, inner guidance, courage to be authentic, mindfulness … I feel that something is sprouting and growing. Thank you for this with all my heart. For the benefit of all beings :)” Justine

Sometimes it seems that not much really happened. However only my consciousness hasn’t yet caught up with it. In fact my whole system has been changing within, something let go, something started to crack, some ballast disappeared, my body started to work differently. I feel more balanced now. I finally got down to things that I have been postponing for so long, I have more confidence and trust. I feel life and people more inimate, even if they don’t approach. I stopped building unnecessary fortress around me. Teachers introduce deeper information into body system apart from verbal transmission. They invite to relax, not to judge, to be who we are. They don’t deny or supress anything but celebrate every aspect of being human, which is very close approach for me. I would recommend participation in Initiation to Four Pillars of Tantra to anyone who wants to be in a deeper relationship with oneself, to everyone who undercuts one’s wings and wants to open them up more without delusing oneself but being real. I felt safe and well taken care of by their presence. I felt that I could have been authentic. This is extremely valuable, especially when we encounter anger, doubt, apathy. House of Tantra opens its arms, gives space to all emotions. Four Pillars of Tantra is like embracing reality in my arms and feeling how sensitive, extraordinary and initimate it is. I am very grateful for what happened, for lightness and depth of simplicity of being that I felt without any concept, without making anything up and without contriving – resting in trust. Thank you! And thank me!  Manuela