This space is about healing, looking for expansion and freedom from attachment to self and drama of daily life as well as finding how each one of us can contribute to a better world for all sentient beings.
My vision is to create holistic and healing spaces for sacred living to manifest itself, based on non-violence and deep wisdom. It invites the wholeness to manifest with the main principle of our sexual spiritual nature beyond social conditioning.
This field is based on two principles…
About Estera
I am an alchemist creating magic sparks igniting soul. I love orchestrating reality surrendering to the unknown. My passion is a sacred art in order to create cracks in a dull daily consciousness. I am a playful trickster and shapeshifter to confuse a grabbing mind. Temple dance and music is Sarasvati’s gift of creating spaces of silence to be heard. Words are my medicine giving a touch of new possibilities. Sexuality for me is an ancient language and a way of deep multidimensional communication. My dream is to co-create a new way of living when we can realign with the sacred texture of life. My call is also to design new pathways for more evolved beings to come through conscious birth practices and community vessel.
I stand up for inclusive connections that all denied, suppressed parts of us within and outside could find place back in our hearts.
I stand up for unity of masculine and feminine within as well as between genders.
I stand up for free expression.
I stand up for sexuality as a gateway to self-liberation and awakening.
Co-creating within team frame is my expression of how I want to live in a free community where sovereign individuals are committed to a bigger purpose, bringing happiness to others.

Essays
Sacred slut
For hundreds of years, harmful philosophies and systems have enslaved our body-minds. These degenerated times have resulted in all sorts of detachments. Disconnection runs throughout our lives The first disconnection is created by unloving [...]
Ending the gender war and creating real community
There’s great wounding and resentment between men and women. It’s a vicious circle: who is the first to say sorry? Both sides feel hurt and wounded. Both sides demand respect. We stand in front [...]
Courage to Die Together – what new tantra men can learn from traditional path of Tantra
I see how Tantra grows in the West when it is mixed with mainly shamanism and some therapy work. It definitely contributes to grow a more conscious and intimate life. It helps release shame [...]
We can do it
Starting from scratch? Lately I was sharing about my transition and the need for sustainable, quiet and deep growth, which I want to support, instead of fire works expectations brought within one week retreats. [...]
Rage of the feminine – Notre Dame Cathedral on Fire
The Feminine is raging, roaring from her fiery all embracing heart and her dark vagina, it is enough! It is correlated with many small awakenings in private lives of people when the last drop [...]
A letter to a man
Dear man, We have been walking upon this Earth in so many different forms and disguises. We have also probably met as priestesses in many temples throughout times. Some of these encounters were meaningful. [...]